kenapa harus jadi diri sendiri kalau ternyata jadi orang lain lebih menyenangkan?
kenapa juga harus jadi diri sendiri yang seperti ini?

sometimes i just so tired just looking at other's life. why they can have it all. and i just like stand here to be dissapointed and  envy at the same time. they said everythings has it turn. but i've been waiting and struggle for so long just to reach my own turn. I don't even know. they just said. Its all about God's plan. I still though it just for made me a little better. but true. I'm the poor one. Just like I'm nobody. exist but not exist. even i'm gone. nobody will feel lost.